October 4th, 2021

Stupidly decided to ask strangers on the internet for tinder advice on my profile and didn’t get constructive criticism, my self esteem ain’t so good right now. If this girl bails on our date, and it feels like she will, I don’t even know what I’ll do with myself. 

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